I choose to marry Seymour for one simple reason: I hated him, wanted to send him and make sure he could never harm anyone again.
But... when he touched my shoulder, his nails brushing my skin gently, and leaned in to kiss me...
I was horrified that Tidus was watching. I didn't want him to see me do this, see me being kissed by a man he loathed.
...When Seymour kissed me, I forgot everything else. I clenched my hand until my nails dug into my palm... because I hated myself for enjoying the feeling of his lips on mine.