I don't know what to do.
I'm pretty sure I want to move back to Oregon with everybody... get a job, start college in September and major in Japanese.
I feel like I'm going to horribly disappoint my mom by leaving, and that I might be doing something "stupid." Nevermind that I think moving over here in the first place was stupid, and too hastily decided.
...why do all the big decisions have to be made in less than a week?
Suggestions and/or comfort would be really welcome, if there's anyone out there.