I was watching an anime music video, and some of the lyrics caught my attention.
"Into this night I wander, it's morning that I dread
Another day of knowing of the path I fear to tread
Oh, into the sea of waking dreams, I've fallen without pride..."
It suits my mood right now. I don't want the morning to come, and I would wander the night but it's damn cold out there. The second line really hurts. Everyone knows the feeling, really wanting to say or do something, but you're too afraid to. I hate it, really.
I daydream more than I live in reality, which is kinda sad, but I can pull it off as a weird writer thing.
There's writer's club tomorrow. Yay... I can't feel too happy about it right now. It's reminding me of this other writer's club when I was having a *horrible* day and I just broke down after school. (You remember, nee, Maria-chan?)
I only have a few hundred words left on my word quota for today, so I'd better get back to it. ...I wrote a lot of angst today, which is making me more depressed. *smacks head* Baka, baka, baka.