Cranberry no Miko (cranberrynomiko) wrote,
Cranberry no Miko

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Mom, get better already, damn it.

I don't know how to explain this properly, but I'll try anyway.

As things keep going wrong with mom, my ability to cope goes away. The thing is, it doesn't matter if I can cope or not. I have to. I can't change it. So it's like... falling, and hitting a floor. You take a deep breath, say to yourself, "This is as low as I can go. Okay. I can handle it."

And then the floor breaks, and you fall down to another one, and you say to yourself, "Okay, I can handle it...."

And after a while, it doesn't matter if you can handle it or not. You keep falling anyway, so you have to just get on with life as best you can.
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