Bleh. One more day with little to show for it. Luckily, I managed to write all but a paragraph and a half of an essay, which makes me feel better. I still feel like I'm getting nowhere in a hurry, which is depressing.

I am going to go babysit on Saturday, yay. ~.~ Well, it's more money in my Fushigi Yuugi fund, so it's worth it. Maybe I can get some work done over at my neighbor's house. ....yeah, right.

I think I may join Maria-chan in her "computer off until work done" idea. Hey Maria-chan, want to set up some goal sheet in our locker so we can fight off this "I'm useless and doing nothing" phase together? I'll ask you about it tomorrow, since you probably won't read this... ^.^;;

I don't know *why* I'm doing nothing and watching my life swirl down the proverbial drain, but I think I need to get back on track. I also don't think I can do it alone, even with bribes. Bribes are nice and all, but I'd rather earn a reward for getting my work done than be offered something because I'm struggling. All in all, nothing is better than someone fighting beside you, watching your back, so to speak. I think I could get through this if I wasn't feeling so alone... Maybe I should put myself in the Care Box! *rolls eyes* Our school's resisdent joke, the Care Box. I don't know if anyone at all takes it seriously. Hmm.

If I can get my school work under control, then I can start getting my creative side's act together too, and I might just get somewhere! Here's looking toward a positive future!